<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229</id><updated>2011-09-29T17:09:01.263+08:00</updated><title type='text'>GuiWang</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>64</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-8656256482141451860</id><published>2011-03-12T00:11:00.006+08:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:22:56.053+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;went to get a new wallet today&lt;br /&gt;not because the old one was spoilt&lt;br /&gt;but because&lt;br /&gt;i dont want to be reminded of things&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;however, it didn't work that way..&lt;br /&gt;i kept the old wallet in that drawer&lt;br /&gt;with everything inside&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then i opened that red locker&lt;br /&gt;and looked at some of the stuff&lt;br /&gt;and wonder why was that card given to me?&lt;br /&gt;especially at that point of time&lt;br /&gt;when there is no reason for any trust&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps you won't remember that card anymore&lt;br /&gt;anyway...&lt;br /&gt;that card i doubt i will use it&lt;br /&gt;even though its without expiry date&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it will no longer serve any purposes&lt;br /&gt;to make me happy..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;130308&lt;br /&gt;the best birthday of my life&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;because none of the rest was spent with you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-8656256482141451860?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8656256482141451860'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8656256482141451860'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2011/03/went-to-get-new-wallet-today-not.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2648391861052180958</id><published>2010-12-28T20:36:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-28T20:38:42.900+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;sometimes you cant deny&lt;br /&gt;that animation is just getting&lt;br /&gt;better and better in terms of storyline&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;recently i have been watching otome youkai zakuro&lt;br /&gt;it moves me to the extent that&lt;br /&gt;i almost cried out while watching the finale.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2648391861052180958?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2648391861052180958'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2648391861052180958'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/12/sometimes-you-cant-deny-that-animation.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-5832652304771980101</id><published>2010-11-15T00:25:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2010-11-15T00:27:38.519+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;so its been 1 year already&lt;br /&gt;that's how time 'flies'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="visibility: visible;" id="main"&gt;&lt;span style="visibility: visible;" id="search"&gt;"&lt;em&gt;Time flies&lt;/em&gt; &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;when you're having fun&lt;/span&gt;&lt;wbr&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeah wish its faster&lt;br /&gt;so it wouldn't bother me again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-5832652304771980101?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5832652304771980101'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5832652304771980101'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/11/so-its-been-1-year-already-thats-how.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2186744045483333864</id><published>2010-11-04T21:47:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-11-04T21:57:23.149+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;so recently i have this thinking&lt;br /&gt;how about living a life with no life?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what does it mean?&lt;br /&gt;well its something like...&lt;br /&gt;you have to work OT occasionally&lt;br /&gt;on both weekday and weekend&lt;br /&gt;even during public holidays&lt;br /&gt;e.g. Deepavali and New Year&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;working from maybe 8am~12am&lt;br /&gt;that's like 16hours a day&lt;br /&gt;but u get to earn near to $300 a day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps my dream of getting my 'wife'&lt;br /&gt;a nice looking car&lt;br /&gt;e.g. Honda Jazz/Fit&lt;br /&gt;is making me go crazy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after hearing from the engineers,&lt;br /&gt;that parking fee and petrol fee can be claimed&lt;br /&gt;it makes me tempted to "live without a life"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm working for the $&lt;br /&gt;I'm working towards my dream car&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lets hope i still have this thought&lt;br /&gt;after NS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BECAUSE&lt;br /&gt;IT WON'T BE FAR&lt;br /&gt;FOR MY DREAM TO COME TRUE !!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2186744045483333864?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2186744045483333864'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2186744045483333864'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/11/so-recently-i-have-this-thinking-how.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-476902131427613856</id><published>2010-10-18T20:25:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2010-10-18T20:28:00.794+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;1 by 1&lt;br /&gt;in wedding dress&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hyunah , seohyun , dara, yoona&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they just look so good in wedding dress&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-476902131427613856?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/476902131427613856'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/476902131427613856'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/10/1-by-1-in-wedding-dress-hyunah-seohyun.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-49746905346554321</id><published>2010-10-16T17:07:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-10-16T17:14:23.438+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Give me a chance to explain,&lt;br /&gt; along with some bouquets&lt;br /&gt;girl I’m burning up in flames,&lt;br /&gt;yet I’m too stressed to feel the pain&lt;br /&gt;if only you believe me,&lt;br /&gt;when I say I’m gon’ change,&lt;br /&gt;but you know I ain’t in this game,&lt;br /&gt;for the money and the fame&lt;br /&gt;I just want to see us secured&lt;br /&gt;so we can chill and start a family&lt;br /&gt;Provide for the bills&lt;br /&gt;yet you don’t seem&lt;br /&gt;to understand me&lt;br /&gt;want me to,&lt;br /&gt;give up what my plans be&lt;br /&gt;just to see you happy,&lt;br /&gt;girl I’ll do it gladly&lt;br /&gt;So could I say I’m sorry, sure&lt;br /&gt;But would it do any good, no&lt;br /&gt;‘Cause she’s out of my life&lt;br /&gt;And you never wanna see me again&lt;br /&gt;What can I do to fix this?&lt;br /&gt;Cause babe,  I need you…&lt;br /&gt;NEED you,&lt;br /&gt;more than the night sky needs the moon&lt;br /&gt;Hey, I gotta face the fact&lt;br /&gt;She’s not here, so I’m beggin you, to hear my cry…&lt;br /&gt;God, I need that girl…&lt;br /&gt;If you must, take instead my life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I&lt;span class="wp_keywordlink"&gt;&lt;span style="text-decoration: underline;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt; love you, I love you&lt;br /&gt;I love you means this can’t be&lt;br /&gt;I love you, I love you&lt;br /&gt;I love you’s the only beginning&lt;br /&gt;I love you, I love you&lt;br /&gt;I love you, this ain’t the end&lt;br /&gt;I love you, I love you&lt;br /&gt;I love you’s the only beginning&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;All you wanted was I love you&lt;br /&gt;I was too insecure to&lt;br /&gt;But if it brings you back&lt;br /&gt;I will love you, girl&lt;br /&gt;LOVE you. I am your man&lt;br /&gt;And now…&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;I’m beggin you, to hear my cry&lt;br /&gt;God, I will be her man. But this time I&lt;br /&gt;Will cherish your gift, this time I’ll do it right&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;I love you, I love you&lt;br /&gt;I love you means this can’t be&lt;br /&gt;I love you, I love you&lt;br /&gt;I love you’s the only beginning&lt;br /&gt;I love you, I love you&lt;br /&gt;I love you, this ain’t the end&lt;br /&gt;I love you, I love you&lt;br /&gt;I love you’s the only beginning&lt;/p&gt; I just need a chance&lt;br /&gt;for me to show you my heart&lt;br /&gt;cause the only other way to tell you&lt;br /&gt;is through my prayers to God&lt;br /&gt;You’re the brightest by far,&lt;br /&gt; amongst the brightest of stars&lt;br /&gt;even though we argue,&lt;br /&gt;know that I’m the type that fights for the cause&lt;br /&gt;Non-stop calls buggin&lt;br /&gt;I don’t mean to&lt;br /&gt;I’m sick of all these sequals,&lt;br /&gt;I just want to see you&lt;br /&gt;You’re my other half,&lt;br /&gt;we’re each other’s equal&lt;br /&gt;So I ain’t gon’ stop until this problems solved&lt;br /&gt; because I need to, I need you &lt;p&gt;This is truly my fault&lt;br /&gt;Cause when you left that day&lt;br /&gt;It was tears from our fight&lt;br /&gt;I should’ve made you stay&lt;br /&gt;God I’m beggin you now,&lt;br /&gt;Hear my cry&lt;br /&gt;I really need this girl,&lt;br /&gt;Bring her back today&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-49746905346554321?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/49746905346554321'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/49746905346554321'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/10/give-me-chance-to-explain-along-with.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-4681699635739474792</id><published>2010-10-12T19:24:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-10-12T19:27:18.477+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;wa well said, Dara&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"if i dont receive a reply when i send out a message,&lt;br /&gt;i feel like i'm not important enough for this person"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she messaged CL, Bom, Minzy&lt;br /&gt;and none replied.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so she deleted all 3 of their numbers from the phone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;job well done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-4681699635739474792?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4681699635739474792'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4681699635739474792'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/10/wa-well-said-dara-if-i-dont-receive.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2625872547137053379</id><published>2010-10-07T22:30:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2010-10-07T22:31:50.848+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;working life...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;is there really a life in working?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think it only worsens my depression&lt;br /&gt;i find it harder to smile nowadays&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2625872547137053379?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2625872547137053379'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2625872547137053379'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/10/working-life.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3534875122317651178</id><published>2010-09-17T02:09:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-09-17T02:13:26.915+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;temper&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;think i take it down too much le&lt;br /&gt;now things getting granted&lt;br /&gt;i not gonna be some sick cat anymore&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if you're surprised that i retaliated&lt;br /&gt;then time for you to adapt to&lt;br /&gt;my new temper&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3534875122317651178?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3534875122317651178'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3534875122317651178'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/09/temper-think-i-take-it-down-too-much-le.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2943074872529173268</id><published>2010-09-05T02:12:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-09-05T02:33:58.503+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;beautiful girls really all over the world&lt;br /&gt;but o well...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway&lt;br /&gt;this xiao meimei damn lucky&lt;br /&gt;got this mum so rich&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so sian why aint i born&lt;br /&gt;with a golden spoon in my mouth?&lt;br /&gt;maybe my life would be different now&lt;br /&gt;feeling so imba inside..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2943074872529173268?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2943074872529173268'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2943074872529173268'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/09/beautiful-girls-really-all-over-world.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-4844349158237594823</id><published>2010-08-21T03:40:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-21T03:49:17.607+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;G7&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its all about you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;those who meet must part&lt;br /&gt;if you meet you must also part...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just like there is no eternal meeting,&lt;br /&gt;there is no eternal parting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;our memories are precious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today's "goodbye" is&lt;br /&gt;the start of another meeting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;youth's time together&lt;br /&gt;will last for a long time in our hearts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;taken from ep 32 IY&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-4844349158237594823?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4844349158237594823'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4844349158237594823'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/08/g7-its-all-about-you-those-who-meet.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-1782621081917388571</id><published>2010-07-12T17:37:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-07-12T18:01:56.169+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;treated you as the girl&lt;br /&gt;thought of you as the girl&lt;br /&gt;till the last day&lt;br /&gt;but you never know&lt;br /&gt;how important you are&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-1782621081917388571?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1782621081917388571'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1782621081917388571'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/07/treated-you-as-girl-thought-of-you-as.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3309098970189947896</id><published>2010-07-05T01:06:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2010-07-11T01:18:34.902+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;felt like a system&lt;br /&gt;that got rollback&lt;br /&gt;to a few months ago&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the feelings&lt;br /&gt;i keep thinking about it&lt;br /&gt;again and again&lt;br /&gt;i cant get it off my mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really hate it&lt;br /&gt;im still escaping&lt;br /&gt;im still deceiving myself&lt;br /&gt;even though i know whats the problem&lt;br /&gt;i have no idea what to do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna fast forward&lt;br /&gt;to a few years later&lt;br /&gt;where i will be working..&lt;br /&gt;thats also the time&lt;br /&gt;i realised every other dream&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hope that none of those dreams&lt;br /&gt;will have changes&lt;br /&gt;because i ******* hate changes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on a side note&lt;br /&gt;i think i am forced to&lt;br /&gt;believe in retribution&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;things i said about others&lt;br /&gt;are actually coming back to me&lt;br /&gt;it really sucks&lt;br /&gt;think i should watch what i say&lt;br /&gt;before i get more retribution&lt;br /&gt;from whoever delivering it to me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3309098970189947896?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3309098970189947896'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3309098970189947896'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/07/felt-like-system-that-got-rollback-to.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2280860104706993874</id><published>2010-07-04T01:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2010-07-04T01:01:37.691+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I'm tired of being alone&lt;br /&gt; Sick of being &lt;span class="IL_AD" id="IL_AD4"&gt;single&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; I think I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; I need a girl like&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Saenggak eopneun maltu&lt;br /&gt; Eorein aedeul malgu&lt;br /&gt; Nal gamssa.ana jul&lt;br /&gt; Gamanisseodo namjanomdeul&lt;br /&gt; Jeonhwagil naemiljiman&lt;br /&gt; Jarangseureopgae nae sajineul&lt;br /&gt; Kkeonaebo.I.neun georeun girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; Mweolhaedo eeppeun&lt;br /&gt; Mom.maedo eeppeun&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; Baby, I need you&lt;br /&gt; Girl, you need me, too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Chimaboda chungbajiga deo jal eo.oolineun geureon yeoja&lt;br /&gt; Kimchi bokkeumbapeun naega jal mandeul eo&lt;br /&gt; Daeshin jal meogeul su itneun yeoja&lt;br /&gt; Na.I.ga manado eoryeobo.I.neun yeoja&lt;br /&gt; Nan geureon yeojaga jodeora&lt;br /&gt; (Know what I mean)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Bukkeureo.oon cheok hamyeonseodo&lt;br /&gt; Pyungso.aen joshinhan cheokhaedo gatchi isseumyeon&lt;br /&gt; Hmm, y'all know what I'm talking about&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; Mweolhaedo eeppeun&lt;br /&gt; Mom.maedo eeppeun&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; Nan eereon yeojaga jodeora&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Waemoneun not issue but meoseul aneun gwiyeo.oon girl&lt;br /&gt; Chwimineun dallado chwihyangeun gatae&lt;br /&gt; Younghwana eumakeul bol ddaemyeon mali tonghaneun girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; (Yes! ) I love girls, girls I do adore&lt;br /&gt; Sarangdeul apaesun jijo.itgae nolayo&lt;br /&gt; Nae apaesun aing nan mollayo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Achimae nal kkae.ooneun moksori&lt;br /&gt; (Morning Kiss) Harureul shijak.hagoshipeo&lt;br /&gt; Bamaeneun ni mureupae gidae&lt;br /&gt; Jajanggareul deuleumyeo ni kkoom kkugoshipeo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Dashi nae gaseumeul ddwigae haejweo&lt;br /&gt; Dashi dalkomhan norael mandeulgae hajweo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; You know don't need no more&lt;br /&gt; Danji geureongae anya nae mameul jugo shipeun saram&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I get, gotta make you're mine&lt;br /&gt; I'm treat you right, baby&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; Mweolhaedo eeppeun&lt;br /&gt; Mommaedo eeppeun&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; Baby, I need you&lt;br /&gt; Girl, you need me, too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Girl, nae maleul deudgo itni&lt;br /&gt; Baby, I need you&lt;br /&gt; Girl, you need me, too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Girl, I need a girl&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2280860104706993874?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2280860104706993874'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2280860104706993874'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/07/im-tired-of-being-alone-sick-of-being.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-1213614644033714118</id><published>2010-05-23T18:38:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-05-23T18:38:28.689+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;without u.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-1213614644033714118?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1213614644033714118'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1213614644033714118'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/05/without-u.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3690321123490807030</id><published>2010-04-25T21:04:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-04-25T21:08:44.446+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;its 9pm&lt;br /&gt;time to say goodbye&lt;br /&gt;nothing lasts forever&lt;br /&gt;taeyeon's chin chin bora&lt;br /&gt;has marked an end&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she's been hosting the radio show&lt;br /&gt;for 2 years&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she really did well&lt;br /&gt;by trying to&lt;br /&gt;hold back her tears today&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its really saddening&lt;br /&gt;hope that she will be back...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3690321123490807030?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3690321123490807030'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3690321123490807030'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/04/its-9pm-time-to-say-goodbye-nothing.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-7469678351894390584</id><published>2010-04-15T01:53:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-04-15T01:54:56.266+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;we got married&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;damn that show is really awesome&lt;br /&gt;with wonderful couples&lt;br /&gt;such as:&lt;br /&gt;Ga In &amp;amp; Jo Kwon&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-7469678351894390584?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/7469678351894390584'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/7469678351894390584'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/04/we-got-married-damn-that-show-is-really.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3742521558361109316</id><published>2010-03-23T23:09:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-03-23T23:23:03.583+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;seeing other couples&lt;br /&gt;being very happy about&lt;br /&gt;their current situation&lt;br /&gt;reminds me of&lt;br /&gt;a very unique feeling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its a feeling&lt;br /&gt;which seems familiar&lt;br /&gt;yet foreign to me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the negative part&lt;br /&gt;of that feeling is&lt;br /&gt;"the more you love,&lt;br /&gt;the more you can be hurt"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3742521558361109316?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3742521558361109316'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3742521558361109316'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/03/seeing-other-couples-being-very-happy.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-9230634944552498</id><published>2010-03-13T02:02:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-03-13T02:10:14.895+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;its been quite a while&lt;br /&gt;since i hanged out&lt;br /&gt;with just&lt;br /&gt;derry and hwee siang&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it reminds me of the days&lt;br /&gt;we had in primary school&lt;br /&gt; it was nothing but fun and enjoyment&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;still this feeling never change&lt;br /&gt;for years&lt;br /&gt;which is very unique&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;in life, its funny&lt;br /&gt;there are some u treated them&lt;br /&gt;as ur family members&lt;br /&gt;but..&lt;br /&gt;as you grow older,&lt;br /&gt;you realised its just 1 sided&lt;br /&gt;they might be someone valuable to you&lt;br /&gt;but you are never that person to them&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-9230634944552498?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/9230634944552498'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/9230634944552498'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/03/its-been-quite-while-since-i-hanged-out.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-5574277262646707269</id><published>2010-01-23T23:20:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-23T23:23:37.438+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;to think i patronize the auntie every month..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i reach there&lt;br /&gt;she ask me is it the same?&lt;br /&gt;i say yeah&lt;br /&gt;end up she give me chicken porridge&lt;br /&gt;instead of my usual fish porridge&lt;br /&gt;better tell her its fish porridge next time&lt;br /&gt;cause...chicken porridge kinda sucks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and whats with NTUC?&lt;br /&gt;so few choices of alcohol and tidbits&lt;br /&gt;make me waste 1 trip&lt;br /&gt;walk to 7-11&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-5574277262646707269?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5574277262646707269'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5574277262646707269'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/01/to-think-i-patronize-auntie-every-month.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2933471097010628198</id><published>2010-01-01T16:15:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-01T16:17:32.123+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;wow&lt;br /&gt;my friend came up with this&lt;br /&gt;and place it as msn nick&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"叶子的离去，不是风的呼唤， 而是树的遗弃"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2933471097010628198?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2933471097010628198'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2933471097010628198'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2010/01/wow-my-friend-came-up-with-this-and.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2662597914220252700</id><published>2009-12-29T22:47:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-29T22:49:08.518+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;君の声も、その細いかたも&lt;br /&gt;その瞳も、僕のものじゃない&lt;br /&gt;どんなにそばにいても&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2662597914220252700?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2662597914220252700'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2662597914220252700'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/blog-post_29.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3818142290009387929</id><published>2009-12-27T20:32:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-27T21:17:19.823+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;before a new year start&lt;br /&gt;i will put an end to all these&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you and i don't have to cross path&lt;br /&gt;ever again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you will be you&lt;br /&gt;i will be myself&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stranger&lt;br /&gt;that's the best way&lt;br /&gt;to let go&lt;br /&gt;to end the suffering&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;remove me from your life&lt;br /&gt;facebook/msn&lt;br /&gt;i wont be there anymore&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if this is what you want,&lt;br /&gt;you get what you want&lt;br /&gt;i will do the same&lt;br /&gt;you won't get any update&lt;br /&gt;about my life&lt;br /&gt;neither will i get any update&lt;br /&gt;about your life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3818142290009387929?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3818142290009387929'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3818142290009387929'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/before-new-year-start-i-will-put-end-to.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-1136054166188357072</id><published>2009-12-27T02:40:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-27T02:41:53.736+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;WHY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;why did i went back to those sites&lt;br /&gt;why am i still waiting for something to happen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;somebody please save me..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-1136054166188357072?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1136054166188357072'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1136054166188357072'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/why-why-did-i-went-back-to-those-sites.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-1050582071259968783</id><published>2009-12-23T22:58:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-23T22:59:22.806+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;the auntie still remember me&lt;br /&gt;she know what i wanted to order&lt;br /&gt;but this time&lt;br /&gt;she no longer ask if its 2 bowl i'm ordering&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-1050582071259968783?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1050582071259968783'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1050582071259968783'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/auntie-still-remember-me-she-know-what.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3899291882093694134</id><published>2009-12-16T02:45:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-16T02:51:26.478+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;ya you did it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the girl i like&lt;br /&gt;no longer lives in reality&lt;br /&gt;she can only be found in my heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you're just someone&lt;br /&gt;with the&lt;br /&gt;same name n look&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i will stop everything&lt;br /&gt;neither do i care about the livejournal&lt;br /&gt;you're not her definitely&lt;br /&gt;all well never ends well&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3899291882093694134?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3899291882093694134'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3899291882093694134'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/ya-you-did-it-girl-i-like-no-longer.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-8543340782784495509</id><published>2009-12-14T19:18:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-14T19:40:22.775+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>陈宝茱:&lt;br /&gt;你为什么一定要追我啊&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;薛海：&lt;br /&gt;因为。。。&lt;br /&gt;因为你是陈宝茱&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;薛海：&lt;br /&gt;那你为什么不让我追呢&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;陈宝茱：&lt;br /&gt;因为。。。&lt;br /&gt;因为你像林达浪&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-8543340782784495509?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8543340782784495509'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8543340782784495509'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/blog-post_2647.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-8174399034646741033</id><published>2009-12-14T18:55:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-14T18:59:24.398+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;陈宝茱:&lt;br /&gt;它不是达浪&lt;br /&gt;陈宝茱你看清楚&lt;br /&gt;他是薛海不是达浪&lt;br /&gt;他们只有一张很相似的脸&lt;br /&gt;个性完全不一样的&lt;br /&gt;大浪那么好&lt;br /&gt;薛海只是个讨人厌的家伙&lt;br /&gt;可是为什么他看着我的时候&lt;br /&gt;我竟然有一种心跳的感觉&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-8174399034646741033?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8174399034646741033'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8174399034646741033'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/blog-post_5956.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-4404164765832831222</id><published>2009-12-13T01:18:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-13T02:38:12.323+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;new moon&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;poor Jacob&lt;br /&gt;"dont ask me to choose"&lt;br /&gt;"because you know i will choose them"&lt;br /&gt;you just don't deserve that&lt;br /&gt;oh how much i pity you&lt;br /&gt;for losing to those "unbeatable" Cullens.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Edward Cullen,&lt;br /&gt;you sure got the look and body figure&lt;br /&gt;of an 109 years old adult.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;will you ever show me&lt;br /&gt;what you wrote there&lt;br /&gt;because curiosity of&lt;br /&gt;"trying to know&lt;br /&gt;how you really feel"&lt;br /&gt;is driving me crazy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-4404164765832831222?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4404164765832831222'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4404164765832831222'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/new-moon-poor-jacob-you-just-dont.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-8706863726643792041</id><published>2009-12-01T19:57:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-01T20:39:44.943+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;if i remember it clearly&lt;br /&gt;it has been 1 year+&lt;br /&gt;i wanna thank you&lt;br /&gt;for everything we used to have&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whats after breakup?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love become "duno"&lt;br /&gt;sweet memories become bitter and hurting&lt;br /&gt;girlfriend become perfect stranger&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;avoid all you can&lt;br /&gt;because neither will you get to see me ever again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i will forget everything&lt;br /&gt;nothing hurtful will be left&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;林达浪:&lt;br /&gt;原来认真谈一场恋爱&lt;br /&gt;竟然会让人这么难过&lt;br /&gt;如果是这样&lt;br /&gt;那我再也不要认真谈恋爱了&lt;br /&gt;再也不要了&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;薛海:&lt;br /&gt;认真&lt;br /&gt;两个人在一起&lt;br /&gt;最忌讳就是认真了&lt;br /&gt;一旦有人认真了&lt;br /&gt;代表这关系就该结束了&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;薛海:&lt;br /&gt;听好了&lt;br /&gt;没有任何一个人&lt;br /&gt;值得你为他流眼泪&lt;br /&gt;谈恋爱怎么样都好&lt;br /&gt;就是不要伤心&lt;br /&gt;只要你曾经记得&lt;br /&gt;我是喜欢过你的&lt;br /&gt;这样就好了啊&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;take it as a lesson&lt;br /&gt;for my 1st love&lt;br /&gt;i will never make the same mistake again&lt;br /&gt;i wont get hurt anymore&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-8706863726643792041?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8706863726643792041'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8706863726643792041'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/12/if-i-remember-it-clearly-it-has-been-1.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-8689036290619685117</id><published>2009-11-29T16:59:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-29T17:01:44.835+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;我爱她 - 叮当&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-8689036290619685117?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8689036290619685117'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8689036290619685117'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/blog-post_29.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-5742914659323694641</id><published>2009-11-28T22:11:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-28T22:14:23.708+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;i feel enlightened&lt;br /&gt;after watching 分手擂台&lt;br /&gt;on MioTV today&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i realised that holding on&lt;br /&gt;is so stupid&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it just prolong the misery&lt;br /&gt;on both parties&lt;br /&gt;mayb for 10years&lt;br /&gt;or worst, even longer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now i know what to do&lt;br /&gt;no one should force love&lt;br /&gt;i have to let go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-5742914659323694641?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5742914659323694641'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5742914659323694641'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-feel-enlightened-after-watching-on.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-5724160822223927752</id><published>2009-11-27T16:32:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-27T16:33:50.877+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;12th day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;having some thoughts running in my mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;good luck for work btw.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-5724160822223927752?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5724160822223927752'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5724160822223927752'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/12th-day-having-some-thoughts-running.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2724523519960019834</id><published>2009-11-26T09:50:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-26T09:51:51.670+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;11th day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i no longer&lt;br /&gt;want to wake up from my dream&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when im dreaming&lt;br /&gt;i have everything back&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when im awake&lt;br /&gt;i have nothing left&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hate reality&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2724523519960019834?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2724523519960019834'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2724523519960019834'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/11th-day-i-no-longer-want-to-wake-up.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-6999972405101848034</id><published>2009-11-25T07:37:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T11:45:24.954+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;10th day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's been so long,&lt;br /&gt;that I haven't seen your face,&lt;br /&gt;I'm trying to be strong,&lt;br /&gt;but the strength I have is washing away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when will i ever see you again..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-6999972405101848034?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6999972405101848034'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6999972405101848034'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/10th-day-its-been-so-long-that-i-havent.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2972541103244324368</id><published>2009-11-24T09:37:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-24T09:51:06.938+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;9th day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im addicted to "Last Farewell"&lt;br /&gt;by Big Bang&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;not because of the song title&lt;br /&gt;but because of the&lt;br /&gt;lyrics and mv&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i can actually spend the day&lt;br /&gt;watching the same mv&lt;br /&gt;over and over again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;when you're busy&lt;br /&gt;i wont disturb you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but tell me how you feel&lt;br /&gt;maybe i think too much&lt;br /&gt;but&lt;br /&gt;i have a feeling&lt;br /&gt;thats what i felt before&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2972541103244324368?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2972541103244324368'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2972541103244324368'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/9th-day-im-addicted-to-last-farewell-by.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-37544835246124602</id><published>2009-11-23T00:04:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-23T00:13:28.539+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;8th day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it also means that&lt;br /&gt;i'm in love with you&lt;br /&gt;for 18months&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;except that i celebrate it alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;time sure flies&lt;br /&gt;even my mum says so&lt;br /&gt;when receiving my allowance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i hate my english&lt;br /&gt;it sucks&lt;br /&gt;i have no idea&lt;br /&gt;what most things mean&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-37544835246124602?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/37544835246124602'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/37544835246124602'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/8th-day-it-also-means-that-im-in-love.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3259416673450077312</id><published>2009-11-22T01:27:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-22T02:05:21.754+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;7th day&lt;br /&gt;its been a week&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dunno what to say&lt;br /&gt;i dunno what to do&lt;br /&gt;i dunno how/what you think&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really want to participate in your life&lt;br /&gt;but i no longer have the access&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the best thing for me to do now is&lt;br /&gt;find a job for the coming holidays&lt;br /&gt;if not im gonna rot 24/7&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3259416673450077312?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3259416673450077312'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3259416673450077312'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/7th-day-its-been-week-i-dunno-what-to.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-6893780927593335969</id><published>2009-11-21T19:05:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-21T19:08:26.028+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;6th day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i did the same thing as i did&lt;br /&gt;last week morning&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everything is the same&lt;br /&gt;i lost the same amount&lt;br /&gt;except that im single now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now i really wonder&lt;br /&gt;how can i be a winner&lt;br /&gt;in mahjong and in life?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-6893780927593335969?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6893780927593335969'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6893780927593335969'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/6th-day-i-did-same-thing-as-i-did-last.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-8389680721630543976</id><published>2009-11-20T18:05:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-20T18:14:50.865+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;the 5th day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i used to say TGIF&lt;br /&gt;but now&lt;br /&gt;its different&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;weekend without you&lt;br /&gt;i dont like this loneliness&lt;br /&gt;its feel so dead&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-8389680721630543976?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8389680721630543976'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8389680721630543976'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/5th-day-i-used-to-say-tgif-but-now-i-no.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3739736728408370582</id><published>2009-11-19T21:55:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-19T22:27:52.926+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;4th day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we met&lt;br /&gt;finally..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really wanted to have a patch up now&lt;br /&gt;so i ask and i ask&lt;br /&gt;the answers were negative&lt;br /&gt;its just like what i thought&lt;br /&gt;but i don't know why am i still so sad&lt;br /&gt;i really want to cry&lt;br /&gt;but the tears are used up&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really hope you can give yourself&lt;br /&gt;some time to think about it&lt;br /&gt;some time to change your mindset&lt;br /&gt;regarding our thinking&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cause i'm willing to change&lt;br /&gt;i'm also willing to wait&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hope you can face me soon&lt;br /&gt;hope we can still be friends for the time being&lt;br /&gt;and i hope u can hold the promise&lt;br /&gt;i made with you&lt;br /&gt;i really want to take care of you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna be the one&lt;br /&gt;that is there for u always&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i love you baby girl&lt;br /&gt;you will always be my one and only&lt;br /&gt;i really hate breaking up with you&lt;br /&gt;i regret&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3739736728408370582?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3739736728408370582'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3739736728408370582'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/4th-day-we-met-finally.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-4272060878319962601</id><published>2009-11-18T18:11:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-18T18:35:06.011+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;the weather keep changing..&lt;br /&gt;a heavy rain while driving&lt;br /&gt;even the tutor encourage me&lt;br /&gt;if only..&lt;br /&gt;you could have a free ride home..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-4272060878319962601?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4272060878319962601'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4272060878319962601'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/weather-keep-changing.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-1373033414808512461</id><published>2009-11-18T07:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-18T07:45:17.108+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>3rd day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the weather looks good&lt;br /&gt;hope it really brightens me up&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-1373033414808512461?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1373033414808512461'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1373033414808512461'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/3rd-day-weather-looks-good-hope-it.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-6898445824411177606</id><published>2009-11-17T22:25:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-17T22:25:13.986+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>without the warmth from you, im getting so cold&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-6898445824411177606?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6898445824411177606'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6898445824411177606'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/without-warmth-from-you-im-getting-so.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-6325028573297259625</id><published>2009-11-17T22:17:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-18T18:38:42.306+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;you really break my heart&lt;br /&gt;so much this time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am really nothing&lt;br /&gt;you rather love them than me&lt;br /&gt;im really sorry for holding on&lt;br /&gt;sorry for troubling you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-6325028573297259625?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6325028573297259625'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6325028573297259625'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/you-really-break-my-heart-so-much-this.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-2369304667659501134</id><published>2009-11-17T19:37:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-17T19:51:04.210+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>was very happy to meet you today&lt;br /&gt;because that was the only time,&lt;br /&gt;i am able to see you after a long time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but&lt;br /&gt;just that few minutes,&lt;br /&gt;i realised how close you are with them&lt;br /&gt;i was never close...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe you're hiding your feelings&lt;br /&gt;maybe what i saw was real&lt;br /&gt;i duno&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then i think im a fool&lt;br /&gt;it seems like im pestering you&lt;br /&gt;it seems like im forcing you to be with me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but i really miss you&lt;br /&gt;      i really need you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;where are you when i need you most?&lt;br /&gt;i will welcome you if you ever want to return&lt;br /&gt;i really cant accept all these..我好不甘心!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-2369304667659501134?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2369304667659501134'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/2369304667659501134'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/was-very-happy-to-meet-you-today.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-5936037056643207511</id><published>2009-11-17T09:17:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-17T19:53:19.138+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;currently the 2nd day&lt;br /&gt;i still have so much question to ask&lt;br /&gt;yet i know you wont know how to answer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really really wonder&lt;br /&gt;is that period of time&lt;br /&gt;so unbeatable?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;why cant anything i done&lt;br /&gt;within the past few months make a different?&lt;br /&gt;why cant we go back to how it was?&lt;br /&gt;why didnt you do something&lt;br /&gt;to get me back in the past?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you're hurt&lt;br /&gt;but im hurt too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you say thats you&lt;br /&gt;ya i know thats you after changes&lt;br /&gt;so why cant you undo the changes?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;why am i the only one trying to hold on now?&lt;br /&gt;why does it seem so okay for you?&lt;br /&gt;why does it seems like&lt;br /&gt;"you dont love me" so suddenly?&lt;br /&gt;or perhaps you dont really want to face it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im no longer sure what to do now&lt;br /&gt;everyday i live to wait for you&lt;br /&gt;waiting for the day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but what if your bond gets stronger&lt;br /&gt;with them since you have them now?&lt;br /&gt;will that day im waiting ever come?&lt;br /&gt;or maybe the 2nd time was already a miracle&lt;br /&gt;maybe there is really no 3rd time for us&lt;br /&gt;do i have to chase you back?&lt;br /&gt;or do i have to wait for you&lt;br /&gt;to come back on your own?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really dont have answer for any&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1 thing for sure.&lt;br /&gt;loving someone is so hard&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-5936037056643207511?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5936037056643207511'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5936037056643207511'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/currently-2nd-day-i-still-have-so-much.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-4742117392249569804</id><published>2009-11-16T21:02:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-16T21:10:42.032+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>你为他们&lt;br /&gt;谁为我？&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hate it when u say "u duno"&lt;br /&gt;these kind of things&lt;br /&gt;you should know the answer very well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dont want you to be afraid of facing me.&lt;br /&gt;i am not angry with you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i willing to wait forever&lt;br /&gt;hope you take care of yourself well&lt;br /&gt;i will try my best to take care of myself&lt;br /&gt;and also change my temper even more&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-4742117392249569804?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4742117392249569804'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4742117392249569804'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-hate-it-when-u-say-u-duno-these-kind.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-1772521267031909748</id><published>2009-11-16T18:44:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-16T19:10:07.554+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;haha this is so funny&lt;br /&gt;our relationship is really a joke&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;our 2nd relationship&lt;br /&gt;even though it lasted a few months&lt;br /&gt;there was no love from you&lt;br /&gt;it was one sided&lt;br /&gt;i mean nothing to you totally&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you have never spare a thought for me&lt;br /&gt;you have never tried to understand me&lt;br /&gt;you wont even give me another chance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you just care all about them&lt;br /&gt;nothing i do could make a difference&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its always me feeling hurt&lt;br /&gt;even till now im the only one&lt;br /&gt;not used to it&lt;br /&gt;even till now im the only one&lt;br /&gt;feeling all the pain&lt;br /&gt;because im just that crazy in love with you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but what about you?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i will wait&lt;br /&gt;i seriously will wait&lt;br /&gt;till the day i no longer exist&lt;br /&gt;till the day you return to me&lt;br /&gt;giving me all the love&lt;br /&gt;u missed out&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-1772521267031909748?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1772521267031909748'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/1772521267031909748'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/haha-this-is-so-funny-our-relationship.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3757516887425925003</id><published>2009-11-16T07:24:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-16T07:45:36.354+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;unable to sleep whole night&lt;br /&gt;thought of everything&lt;br /&gt;over n over again..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if you had the mind set of&lt;br /&gt;"just in case we might sudd breakup again"&lt;br /&gt;right from the start,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then tell me why are we back together?&lt;br /&gt;why did you make me suffer a few more months?&lt;br /&gt;are you lying to me about your feeling all along?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so what if i done so much for you?&lt;br /&gt;so what if i give up so much for you?&lt;br /&gt;nothing is enough&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i still lost to them&lt;br /&gt;i still hate them&lt;br /&gt;i still lost you&lt;br /&gt;i lost everything&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this time i know&lt;br /&gt;no miracles will appear anymore&lt;br /&gt;its the end&lt;br /&gt;i have to walk alone now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but why do i still hope for something?&lt;br /&gt;my phone rang&lt;br /&gt;when im going to sleep&lt;br /&gt;thinking this time might be you&lt;br /&gt;i picked it up&lt;br /&gt;and found its not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;morning woke up&lt;br /&gt;i still thought of going to school with you&lt;br /&gt;but thinking its stupid, so i let it go&lt;br /&gt;but i kept waiting&lt;br /&gt;to receieve the sms at 7.30am&lt;br /&gt;and i know i wont receive it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;days wont end so fast&lt;br /&gt;because there is nothing&lt;br /&gt;i can anticipate for.&lt;br /&gt;lets hope it will be better tomorrow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i tried to hate you&lt;br /&gt;but i cant&lt;br /&gt;i still love you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3757516887425925003?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3757516887425925003'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3757516887425925003'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/unable-to-sleep-whole-night-thought-of.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-472044893595780886</id><published>2009-11-15T21:56:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-11-15T22:04:53.622+08:00</updated><title type='text'>pathetic life</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;minutes after we broke up&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i receive a message&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;thinking it might be you&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i quickly read it&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but its not.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i feel very lost&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i had nothing left.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;it hurts so much&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;so what if i love you&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;you never knew &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;how much you meant to me&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i dont want any apologize&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i just want you&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;why is iz so hard..&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;why cant you just belong to me..&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i really hate it &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;when you chose them over me&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-472044893595780886?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/472044893595780886'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/472044893595780886'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/11/pathetic-life.html' title='pathetic life'/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-6674389805793686352</id><published>2009-10-20T22:47:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-10-20T22:48:26.230+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Future Love~</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;baby if they ask me.&lt;br /&gt;i would say I don’t even know your name.&lt;br /&gt;and when  they ask me:&lt;br /&gt;does it change?&lt;br /&gt;no it don’t change a thing.&lt;br /&gt;’cause it’s  something about the way you love me.&lt;br /&gt;and it’s something about the way you  know me.&lt;br /&gt;that I can’t explain enough.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-6674389805793686352?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6674389805793686352'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6674389805793686352'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/10/future-love.html' title='Future Love~'/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-8515163453856514770</id><published>2009-09-24T05:14:00.010+08:00</published><updated>2009-09-25T13:27:17.764+08:00</updated><title type='text'>holiday</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;this holiday is so f up...&lt;br /&gt;nth goes right.&lt;br /&gt;I am tired&lt;br /&gt;I feel like dying&lt;br /&gt;duno wad to say&lt;br /&gt;duno wad to do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;"&gt;i hates sharing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;things changed&lt;br /&gt;no longer the same&lt;br /&gt;yet I dun dare to ask &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;its manual now instead of auto&lt;br /&gt;I dun want to quarrel anymore&lt;br /&gt;crying in the middle of the night&lt;br /&gt;feeling pressured by thinking&lt;br /&gt;can a boring person like me&lt;br /&gt;make you happy&lt;br /&gt;like the others do&lt;br /&gt;bcuz I dun wanna lose you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;"&gt;till the nx time we meet&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-8515163453856514770?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8515163453856514770'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8515163453856514770'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/09/holiday.html' title='holiday'/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3347373598691341483</id><published>2009-09-20T01:25:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-09-20T01:53:27.516+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;time for me to leave some note to myself..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;half the holiday is over, the school is starting again&lt;br /&gt;what have i done this few days&lt;br /&gt;playing games and watching videos of SNSD&lt;br /&gt;keeps me entertained,&lt;br /&gt;i need more videos of SNSD !!!&lt;br /&gt;i'm finishing almost all videos LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but still i manage to learn 1 important point.&lt;br /&gt;its great to have friends :D&lt;br /&gt;friends that are there when u needed them.&lt;br /&gt;i personally have many friends i supposed&lt;br /&gt;but..most of them are just 熟悉的陌生人&lt;br /&gt;so i just have a few close friends.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This old saying " A friend in need is a friend indeed"&lt;br /&gt;is both time tested and well proven.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;out of all the close friends&lt;br /&gt;i would like to specially highlight..&lt;br /&gt;Wasi and Hwee Siang&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wasi i have known him since sec 1&lt;br /&gt;The both of us can be called "Gamers"&lt;br /&gt;We have play so many games together.&lt;br /&gt;After so many years&lt;br /&gt;its still the same&lt;br /&gt;take for this holiday as an example&lt;br /&gt;We choing-ed games daily&lt;br /&gt;changed around 6 games this holiday so far&lt;br /&gt;without complaining&lt;br /&gt;Chat about our different futures&lt;br /&gt;till 4am+&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hwee Siang i have known since pri 3&lt;br /&gt;He has always been a good friend&lt;br /&gt;Someone responsible and can trust&lt;br /&gt;Last time we go out to play lan together&lt;br /&gt;Now we go out to play pool&lt;br /&gt;Whenever I am having fun outside,&lt;br /&gt;He's always there too&lt;br /&gt;But...&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes he is having fun outside,&lt;br /&gt;and he invites me,&lt;br /&gt;i reject because i am too lazy to get out.&lt;br /&gt;Sad to say huh...&lt;br /&gt;but Hwee Siang never gives up,&lt;br /&gt;he will still ask&lt;br /&gt;even when he's been rejected a few time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These two friends I have&lt;br /&gt;I will cherish this 2 friendship&lt;br /&gt;and they will always be&lt;br /&gt;my best friends forever&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3347373598691341483?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3347373598691341483'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;you have moved on&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;but i cant..because i need you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3393799615606845638?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3393799615606845638'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3393799615606845638'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/03/you-have-moved-on-but-i-cant.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3731205589696315120</id><published>2009-03-14T20:50:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-03-14T20:58:30.581+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;最后的晚餐 - 纪佳松&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;i know the answer already.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;its okay.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3731205589696315120?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3731205589696315120'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3731205589696315120'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/03/it-was-saturday-last-supper-we-had.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-8530015142313114701</id><published>2009-03-11T11:15:00.015+08:00</published><updated>2009-03-13T18:03:39.948+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Reminisce 17&lt;br /&gt;gone like the wind..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;never be seen..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;missingme&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:78%;"&gt;become 宅男&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:78%;"&gt;study more&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:78%;"&gt;save more $&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-8530015142313114701?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8530015142313114701'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/8530015142313114701'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2009/03/reminisce-17-missingme.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-3910067995915033895</id><published>2008-10-06T19:52:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-06T20:04:10.949+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;真的，我没事&lt;br /&gt;HOTSHOT 插曲&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On and on, the pain goes on&lt;br /&gt;And it wouldn't just wouldn't die&lt;br /&gt;我竟远比想像中软弱旦无能为力&lt;br /&gt;对你的眼神选择了逃避&lt;br /&gt;恨自己 恨自己&lt;br /&gt;On and on, the pain lives on&lt;br /&gt;It's hurting so much more&lt;br /&gt;就像我被悔不当初的罪恶吞去&lt;br /&gt;惩罚过后能否带来解脱&lt;br /&gt;I'll be fine I'll be fine&lt;br /&gt;So many cried, listening to God&lt;br /&gt;让坚强不只是种伪装&lt;br /&gt;So many lies, listening to you&lt;br /&gt;天亮后 I will be fine&lt;br /&gt;On and on, the pain goes on&lt;br /&gt;and I just don't know how to cope&lt;br /&gt;伸手抱住自己是否就能够不再空虚&lt;br /&gt;最后信念别放弃&lt;br /&gt;I will be fine I will be fine&lt;br /&gt;So many cries, listening to you&lt;br /&gt;希望你能再给我力量&lt;br /&gt;So many lies, listening to you&lt;br /&gt;什么时候 I will be fine&lt;br /&gt;当我再也不对任何事期待&lt;br /&gt;只剩下你 只剩下你&lt;br /&gt;有天当我舍弃一切见你请你要微笑不语&lt;br /&gt;So many cries, listening to you&lt;br /&gt;希望你能再给我力量&lt;br /&gt;So many lies, listening to you&lt;br /&gt;什么时候 I will be fine&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3910067995915033895?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3910067995915033895'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3910067995915033895'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2008/10/hotshot-on-and-on-pain-goes-on-and-it.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-7987774877326121874</id><published>2008-08-11T20:53:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-08-11T21:00:26.014+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;LALALA爱情密码&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;窗外有麻雀 好心情没睡&lt;br /&gt;琴键上有爱的和弦 帮想念对嘴&lt;br /&gt;别喝黑咖啡 加点蜂蜜调味&lt;br /&gt;有翅膀 就该舒服的飞&lt;br /&gt;OH One Two Three 听见没&lt;br /&gt;希望我可以 自由自在不怕黑&lt;br /&gt;我辛苦点OK 受伤无所谓&lt;br /&gt;因为爱会晒干了眼泪&lt;br /&gt;希望天使 希望天使 能多陪我一下子&lt;br /&gt;但心跳弦律出现 轻快的拍子&lt;br /&gt;你是天使 你是天使 我想为你写首歌&lt;br /&gt;歌词全都是LALALA OH just for you&lt;br /&gt;快乐的时候 偷懒一下下&lt;br /&gt;我喜欢哼叫LALALA 等你附和我&lt;br /&gt;不需要吉他 只需要悄悄话&lt;br /&gt;LA LA LA 是爱情的密码&lt;br /&gt;OH One Two Three 许个愿&lt;br /&gt;希望我可以 和你永远在一起&lt;br /&gt;要绕点路OK 不去无所谓&lt;br /&gt;因为爱会让一切完美&lt;br /&gt;希望天使 希望天使 能再陪我一下子&lt;br /&gt;但心跳弦律出现 轻快的拍子&lt;br /&gt;你是天使 你是天使 我想为你唱首歌&lt;br /&gt;歌词全是微笑的歌 你是天使...... 你是我心跳&lt;br /&gt;　轻快的拍子 你是天使 你是天使&lt;br /&gt;我想为你唱首歌 歌词全都是LALALA OH&lt;br /&gt; just for you My love for you My love for you &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-7987774877326121874?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/7987774877326121874'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/7987774877326121874'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2008/08/lalala-oh-one-two-three-ok-lalala-oh.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-4704094981053444389</id><published>2008-08-11T20:49:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-08-11T20:53:47.120+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;我舍不得&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;沉默的天 盖住我双眼在悄悄一瞬间&lt;br /&gt;感受到完整失恋天空降落&lt;br /&gt;带走了精彩每分每秒等待&lt;br /&gt;能避免这个无奈你走了&lt;br /&gt;世界变小了脑海也停留在空虚中&lt;br /&gt;还留着手机流言里的听着&lt;br /&gt;那句 goodbye我舍不得&lt;br /&gt;你这样的走想倒转时间重演&lt;br /&gt;你和我你也曾经 用真心去爱&lt;br /&gt;但把整个宇宙的完美带走&lt;br /&gt;我舍不得玫瑰一朵&lt;br /&gt;孤独的日落夕阳的光在照&lt;br /&gt;自己更难微笑所有美好&lt;br /&gt;随着你再跑想念你的味道&lt;br /&gt;沉重在我心跳你走了&lt;br /&gt;世界变小了脑海也停留在空虚中&lt;br /&gt;还留着手机流言里的听着&lt;br /&gt;那句 goodbye我舍不得&lt;br /&gt;你这样的走想倒转时间重演&lt;br /&gt;你和我你也曾经 掏了心去爱&lt;br /&gt;但把整个宇宙的完美带走&lt;br /&gt;我舍不得 We need to have one more try&lt;br /&gt;我的心我的泪能不能够&lt;br /&gt;让你再感动童话故事的我们&lt;br /&gt;浪漫电影的我们我舍不得&lt;br /&gt;好舍不得我舍不得&lt;br /&gt;你这样的走想倒转时间&lt;br /&gt;重演你和我你也曾经&lt;br /&gt;用真心去爱但把整个宇宙的完美带走&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-4704094981053444389?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4704094981053444389'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/4704094981053444389'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2008/08/goodbye-goodbye-we-need-to-have-one.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-5889688623744263138</id><published>2008-08-11T20:37:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2008-08-11T20:48:25.915+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;走火入魔&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;對不起剛才我是不是聽錯&lt;br /&gt;還是我想太多想到了昏頭&lt;br /&gt;天氣不錯開了窗&lt;br /&gt;　吹走臉紅進一步退一步　&lt;br /&gt;都害怕打破更不想在原地永遠作朋友&lt;br /&gt;給你線索也給我勇敢藉口&lt;br /&gt;下定決心沈默就讓沈默為我們追究&lt;br /&gt;你和我這一刻無聲的耳語交流&lt;br /&gt;　卻突然震耳欲聾&lt;br /&gt;一字一句一瞬間走了火&lt;br /&gt;一天一點一轉眼入了魔&lt;br /&gt;忘了我從什麼時候&lt;br /&gt;忘了你為什麼能夠讓我&lt;br /&gt;一步一步走火入魔&lt;br /&gt;一字一句一瞬間走了火&lt;br /&gt;一天一點一轉眼入了魔&lt;br /&gt;如果你有相同感受&lt;br /&gt;感受到有種突然的衝動&lt;br /&gt;放肆一次走火入魔和我&lt;br /&gt;一直猜一直想一直的揣摩&lt;br /&gt;一直到你變成甜蜜的心痛&lt;br /&gt;如果可以把如果變成結果&lt;br /&gt;下定決心執著　&lt;br /&gt;就讓執著為我們突破&lt;br /&gt;我和你的小說　&lt;br /&gt;這時候出現煙火讓情節充滿感動&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-5889688623744263138?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5889688623744263138'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/5889688623744263138'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2008/08/blog-post_11.html' title=''/><author><name>HAM</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15231042346343091619</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8872322697182743229.post-7735466613456984978</id><published>2008-08-11T20:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2008-08-11T20:35:55.128+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;我用一首Demo跟你告白XD&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;看你走過來 全世界變得輕快&lt;br /&gt;開始搖擺哼著你對白&lt;br /&gt;旋律就轟炸腦袋&lt;br /&gt;停不下來不管編曲精不精彩&lt;br /&gt;都想唱出來我用&lt;br /&gt;一首DEMO跟你告白副歌&lt;br /&gt;來不及編排I Love U&lt;br /&gt;詞寫得太 淺白 喔最自由的節拍&lt;br /&gt;換妳青睞高音唱不來&lt;br /&gt;琴鍵都被我彈壞&lt;br /&gt;都是自HIGH愛到變天才&lt;br /&gt;莫扎特都被打敗&lt;br /&gt;實在厲害因為你明白所以&lt;br /&gt;歌詞不用唱出來不刻意修改&lt;br /&gt;就讓我自然表態 自由自在BA LA BA LA~~~ &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-7735466613456984978?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' 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/&gt;悄悄地释出暧昧的气息在百花齐放的季节里&lt;br /&gt;　你清新脱俗的有股诗意你在天南星　&lt;br /&gt;高雅亮洁的好美丽初夏的来临　&lt;br /&gt;也溢出了俏皮的气息在暑气充斥的季节里　&lt;br /&gt;你晶莹剔透的带着凉意你在天南星&lt;br /&gt;　气质非凡的好有活力轻轻柔柔的想念&lt;br /&gt;　在海芋的季节还记得湖畔曾与&lt;br /&gt;你相遇甜甜蜜蜜的暧昧&lt;br /&gt;　在海芋的季节还记得你的笑容&lt;br /&gt;无比的甜初夏的来临　&lt;br /&gt;也溢出了俏皮的气息在暑气充斥的季节里　&lt;br /&gt;你晶莹剔透的带着凉意你在天南星　&lt;br /&gt;气质非凡的好有活力轻轻柔柔的想念&lt;br /&gt;　在海芋的季节还记得湖畔曾与&lt;br /&gt;你相遇甜甜蜜蜜的暧昧&lt;br /&gt;　在海芋的季节还记得你的笑容&lt;br /&gt;无比的甜你迷人的魔力&lt;br /&gt;我如梦奇遇 爱不可思议唔&lt;br /&gt;妙不可语&lt;br /&gt;喔 我们在白白净净的湖面　&lt;br /&gt;在海芋的季节开满着美若天仙的海芋&lt;br /&gt;缓缓慢慢的夏天　&lt;br /&gt;在海芋的季节我坐在湖边开始轻描淡写&lt;br /&gt;我坐在湖边开始轻描淡写&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-3305653474186618444?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/3305653474186618444'/><link rel='self' 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/&gt;等你终于找到我精灵帮我描好眉&lt;br /&gt;她们都说我很美我想参加王子的舞会&lt;br /&gt;好想全世界都恋爱&lt;br /&gt;无异无顾 没人反悔 好想全世界都恋爱&lt;br /&gt;所有人都变明媚钻石大的像颗眼泪&lt;br /&gt;似乎拥有调皮的香草香味男女主角心相联&lt;br /&gt;女巫与魔鬼不准入内&lt;br /&gt;妒嫉或虚伪都无所谓&lt;br /&gt;她只在乎你的存在连芦苇都爱上&lt;br /&gt;狒狒要记得事在人为&lt;br /&gt;我要参加你的舞会恋爱中的姑娘从来都愚昧&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8872322697182743229-6701781713507924246?l=haorenka.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6701781713507924246'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8872322697182743229/posts/default/6701781713507924246'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://haorenka.blogspot.com/2008/05/this-song-is-just-so-nice.html' 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